The only one who can amends the transgressions you commit, is yourself. You are accountable for your mistakes, failures, trespasses, harms, and other transgressions. Only you can make up for them.
Forgiveness comes from within. Once you have forgiven yourself, you may seek the forgiveness of those you have transgressed against, so long as it causes no further harm or duress and those who you seek are ready to forgive.
When you have forgiven yourself, carry it with you in motivation, make a positive impact in the world. Let your failures be the foundation of which success is built.
You, are your own Absolver and Redeemer.
Blessed Be.
~ High Priest Odin